You think it's funny
You think it's some kind of game
I'm glad
You find amusement
In my self-inflicted pain
I hope
You never feel this
That you never feel this shame
But 'til
You come to know it
You will never understand
And you
Don't want to try to
You won't even fake interest
But I
I understand that
It's not your dreams that are messed
It must
Be so hard for you
To try to deal with me
But I
Wish that maybe once
You'll open your eyes and see
I'm not what you think I am.