Underlying Ambitions

Life clearly isn't fair
Maybe you can tell me where
I'll find someone who won't stare
Strangers' eyes I see
They're staring down at me
Frowning at who I might be
I can't control it anymore
There's no hit and there's no score
Tell me, what does this happen for?
My own blood brings me fright
As it doesn't shed a light
On my darkened, inner night
In my mind, chaos abounds
If there's peace, it won't be found
And there's no way I'll get around
This darkness in my eyes
As I float up to the skies
Away from where my body lies ...