For You
You sent me a song
About the limits
And how you've reached yours.
And after thinking and ruminating
I realised.
I found mine.
I crossed mine.
And up till the music, till you left me
Only then did I realise.

We keep going over the same grounds
Of how I'm screwed up eminently when you're not around.
And then there's the one about you predicting my every thought, emotion and
moves;
As if I'm a clockwork mouse, an orange, a puppet to amuse.
But I'm not
I say you misunderstand
And you go defensive.

Here we go again.

I had to leave you then
I couldn't take it
You say how I don't seem to understand or change
But maybe in reality
Both of us couldn't see it.
We need to get away darling.
Far from each other.
I still love you
With every fiber in my soul.
But I can't be with you now
Not while I'm raw outside, in and under.

I hurt you
You hurt me.
And in between this pain
Is a love so perverse for everyone who sees.
Right now I'm confused
I don't quite know what to do.
What you say and what you do
Are contrasts, contradictions taking me forever to fuse.

I'm so sorry
For the things I've done.
Or I thought I've done.
We'll wait and see if aftr this parting
There's still hope for us to be one.
But till then
And even after if we don't.
I know you know this
But let me tell you.

I love you
Loved you.
More than we both could ever possibly
Try to know.

Good night.