Fading Scars

you scare me
more than any
Oh how I wish
these breaths would come steady

Yet they don't
so blow after blow
I'm forced into my own world
where you can't go

a place where you can only watch and see,
see me run around and finally be free

because freedom is something
you never gave to me

freedom is what should be taken from you
because of all the nasty things you do

One day soon
I will no longer be controlled
by you and your punches
instead I shall be bold

bold enough to face the world
not have to hide away and scar a girl

who you are
what you do
it makes me sick
just thinking of you