Sitting,
In a darkened room,
Wondering,
If anyone will return,
Waiting,
For the moment to arrive,
Thinking,
About events I'll miss,
Despairing,
At why its come to this,
Tracing,
The journey of my life,
Hiding,
My thoughts from others,
Blocking,
The emotions of suicide,
Changing,
The person I am,
Hurting,
Too much inside,
Understanding,
This is the only escape,
Gaining,
The courage to leave,
Timing,
Becomes perfect,
Blank,
The last goodbye.