I could die
tomorrow
and feel
as if I had never
lived
I could wake
up and find
that I am
alone
only to realize
I already
was
I could
lose
all feeling
just to know
I never really
had any
to begin with
I could find
myself hungry
only to find
that
I had never
truly eaten
I could
take
a breath of air
just
to be told
it isn't
mine
I could
fall
simply to realize
I had already
hit the
bottom