1How can you live day by day
With little but despair?
I manage, one breath at a time
Sometimes contemplating death
Alone in the light and the dark
Unwanted by any, I am.
Who would want a monster
Who has done terrible things?
No one wants a harmer
Even if I change my ways.
Alone in the day and the night
Unwanted by any, I am.
I wish I were dead
Rather then here.
Can there be life after
For a sick fuck like me?
Why do I continue?
I just want to give up.
To despair.