Placid eyes, gentle smile,
Don't let them in when it really matters,
I didn't know I did that until the words fell from my lips,
Deep inside spinning my black web
My own stupidity binds me fast.
Smile and nod, let them believe,
And know that I will never be free.
So many versions,
So many half's
Only cause the friendships to die just as fast
Crumble on the inside
Cheap façade
Home made poison spilling throughout my veins.
I kill who I am with each new step
The truth is hard
But falsehoods my end.