I Don't Know

I don't know what is happening
And I also don't know why
Well, maybe a little clue or two
But that's enough to make me cry

I slit my wrists in wish of pain
But all I get is none
I hide the bruises in the morning
Cut again when evening comes

I try to wash the tear-stains
But they end up having more
I just can't stop the tears from falling
I'm shivering from my core

I wonder what is wrong with me
I even wonder why
I try to work out all my thoughts
But all I get is lies

I slit my wrists and close my eyes,
Hold my breath and jump
I fly across the heavenly sea
And for once, I'm finally free.