If you ever asked someone if I wanted a boyfriend they would probably say no. It's not there fault because that is how I have always acted that I don't like anybody and I don't need to. One out of two isn't that bad now is it. I don't like anybody right now, but I do need to. I imagine it to much to not atleast want it. I've never acted like I need it, but I think I'm getting ahead of myself.

My name is Lory. I am 15 years old and am in my sophmore year of high school. I live in Bellingham, Washington and attend Squalicum High School. I have lived here for two years and a couple months. Before that I lived about 11 years in Hartford, South Dakota. Never heard of it have you? Of course not no one has, just like no one knows exactly who I was in those 11 years. They just know that I wasn't liked much and that I hate that place. I wasn't liked infact I can truely say that I was the third least popular person in my grade. Now you can say that you can't say that your the third and exactly the third least popular, but I can. The two below me acted differently so they weren't liked and me...Well I was just me. I like to think it was because I wasn't born there so I couldn't act the same or except the same type of life. But that probably isn't true. I was an easy target.

If someone insults you and in your mind you do have a come back would you say it. I wouldn't I just always took it and shut up. It got to be so pathetic that if someone says fag I'll look to see if there talking to me...I hate that. Wow you people already know more about me than people I've known for two years or more. Don't you feel lucky. Anyways that's all you need to know right now. I'll inform you as we go. Write to me. I like getting letters from the uninfluenced...