I'd Love To

I'd love to say I hate you
And I'd love to say you lied
I'd love to tell of all the nights
I've laid alone and cried

I'd love to start a fire
And I'd love to start a war
I'd love to tell what all these tears
That fill my eyes are for

I'd love to say you hurt me
Love to have someone to blame
I'd love to say that 'cause of you
I'll never be the same

I'd love to say it's not my fault
Love to forget the pain
I'd love to see the sunlight
When the skies are filled with rain

I'd love to be consumed with rage
When I look into you
I'd love to turn my face away
And tell you things untrue

I'd love to have that feeling
That you feel when you are free
But most of all I'd love for you
To be in love with me