Forget the inside jokes
Bury artificial tears
Hopes and plans crushed
After all these years
Hugs become distant memories
Promises just foreign words
Fake smiles a priority
To screaming never heard
Let it go and just accept
Take time to reminisce and mourn
Emotions shut down and not worth living
All become meaningless when tragedy is born
Last words are a useless save
When permanent damage I already done
Attempting positive outlooks and more chances
When negativity has long ago won
Like losing a discovered part of yourself
That should never have been gained
Heavy hearts and light words
Reasons are left unexplained
Live in Chaos, my Friend
In my eyes, you have passed away
I will see you throughout my journey
Yet forbidden to cross each other's way