Sorry for acting like a bitch
For not being myself
For standing back and watching
What I should have been a part of
Please excuse that I acted like I was all that
Like I was cool and mysterious
Realize I had my reasons
Even if I took it too far
Even if I made it worse than it was
Sorry I felt so nervous, uncomfortable
Sorry I wouldn't talk to you
Or say something
Or even mutter "hello"
Forgive me for not acting like I always have
And sorry if I made you mad
Looking back, I'm wishing a little that
I didn't have to say
"I'm sorry" to you
But
Forgive me...
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