"Am I Good Enough?"

Am I good enough now?
I try and live up to you,
I think of it with everything I do
And it is hard, I will avow,
But it was all for you!

Am I good enough now?
My grades, they grew!
They went to A's as if they flew.
I spent many nights with a sweaty brow,
But it was all for you!

Am I good enough now?
I got a job, I hope you knew!
I seem to always have something to do.
I am friendless now,
But it was all for you!

Am I good enough now?
I realized something; it's true,
You don't matter; I do.
What I realized I will allow,
It should have never been for you.