"These Tears Just Quit Rolling"

I lay my head upon your shoulder,
Desperately trying to reconcile.
You throw me off and away.
To hide my tears, I try and smile.

I find it kind of funny
You forget all those times
I have had to hear I'm sorry
When you commit all the crimes.

I try and give you a hug,
Try and change your mind.
You say I can't be forgiven,
You say we were never twined.

To you it was all so simple.
To you it was just a joke.
I was forced to sacrifice.
It's so sick I wish to choke.

To think that you could have had it all,
Does it not pain you in the least?
Now that you've thrown it away,
It will forever be deceased.

Without you I have begun to heal.
I finally see the light.
Now I have begun to grow,
I've learned how to fight.

No longer am I walked upon,
Or do I have a chain.
I make my own decisions,
I am under no one's reign.