I write this for a friend who hasn't been very friendly lately.

Enraged
I am enraged; I am torn and beaten.
Together 'til the end that's what we promised.
Forever & always just like you said
But where are you? As I stand-alone.
Cold & afraid of what's to come.
You're never free to listen to me.
I need your help. But where could you be?
You're with someone else and I understand.
But you have the rest of your life to be with this man.
AS t tug at your hand, you're leaving me.
As we grow, you're hand keeps slipping as we go.
What can I do? What can I say?
How come you want to leave me this way?
I still need your help, but it looks like your fine.
As I said before, your happiness means everything to me!
Even if mines far away!
Do I tell you how I feel? -OR- Do I keep it inside?
My feelings I can't keep, I can't breath it hurts to deep.
What can I do? What can I say?
Do I tell you the truth or do I keep my friend?
It's tough growing up. "Speaclly when it's you.
Do I tell you then lose you? -OR- Do I keep quite and lose you
still?
I am enraged, but mostly hurt. With all these feelings inside
I'll soon be numb, then I won't feel anything at all.
But for now I am Enraged!