Subconsciously Sedated

What happened to my life?
Its like if fell asleep,
And took a wrong turn,
Over the wrong bridge,
What did I miss?
I just can't keep my eyes open,
Like I'm on an overdose of sedatives.
No matter how hard I try,
My life just passes me by,
I can't understand why.
Maybe sedation is subconscious,
Dreams are some much better,
Than a fucked life,
But dreams are only