Dear Dylan,
I miss you so much. Wish you were here with me instead of being at Higher Grounds. We'll I've got some bad news to tell and also some good news as well. So I guess I'll start with the bad news. Brad's dead and its pretty much my fault. I guess I pushed him too hard (you know what I mean). I'm assuming that you've ether already heard or read what the media is saying about this ordeal. They accuse me of Brad's death and to believe my family ACTUALLY BELIEVES THE GOD DAMN MEDIA! UGH! The guys say that there is a letter for me from Brad on my laptop. I haven't read it yet because I just haven't had the nerve to boot up the laptop and read it. Maybe I will the next time I get to see you.
Now for the good news; well.I'm coming to STAY at Higher Grounds. Reason: The guys think that it will be a good idea for you and I to spend some "time-alone" before we (read further for more information about the baby). Also they want me as far as I can get away from all the media hounding me about Brad and the cause of his death, especially MTV, VH1, ABC, NBC, etc. Mike says that we'll be at Higher Grounds either late night on Friday for sometime Saturday afternoon, and with the way Jake is driving it will probably be Saturday late afternoon.
Well, I do have some new news about the baby. but.I'm not saying a word until I get to see you in person. Yawns! Well it's only 9:55 p.m. and I'm already tired because. you know why.
Love you always,