I Know Now

By K of G

Have you ever wondered
What it's like
To kill a man inside
And know why
A man has cried
And wish you could revive him?

Have you ever wondered
How it feels
To break someone else's heart
And pray for
A way to start
To piece it back together?

I never did.
But I know now.

It tears me up to know that I
Have caused you all this pain.
It eats me alive thinking of
How it's you that kept me sane.
I hate to know that I'm the one
That brought the dark and rain.
And now I know that I must work
To gain your trust again.

Have you ever thought of
How it is
To sink lower than low
And wonder
If he still knows
Your love is still for ever?

Have you ever thought of
What it takes
To make his world crumble
And watch him-
Will he stumble
Or will he find some solace?

I never did.
But I know now.

It tears me up to know that I
Have caused you all this pain.
It eats me alive thinking of
How it's you that kept me sane.
I hate to know that I'm the one
That brought the dark and rain.
And now I know that I must work
To gain your trust again.

Have you ever found out
Who he was
And how strong he could be
And find love
Could set him free
And overcome anything?

Have you ever found out
What love is
And how love can save you
And then learn
Love gets you through
If you just say "I'm sorry?"

I never did.
But I know now.