Un-replaceable Friend

I miss you
This is something I can't do
You were my reason for living
You were always so giving
You were my best friend
Your best food, you would always send
You were more then just a grandmother
You were my best friend, like no other
Now you're gone and I'm so alone
And I can't stand all the people, all they do is bitch and moan
They don't know real pain
The can't feel the real rain
They don't know true sadness
The can't feel real madness
I'm not gonna lie
I truly want to die
And be with you in God's light
Why did I have to lose this one last fight