These Nights Are So Lonely

I don't fear deaths angels
I have nothing to lose
I can see it on these lonely nights

I sit alone, my head in my hands
Nothing to look forward too
With the crimson morn

Thorns bite me in my dreams
Knives find me and razors fly
Needles and guns seek for me

And when I wake in my own tears
Finding the cold place beside me
Still empty

I cant help but add to the tears
There's no one out there for me
People are too cruel

I'm one that would die just for love
But I still can't find any out there
People are too cruel

In my mind devils dance
Singing taunting curses
People are too cruel

In my dreams there's nothing I can do
No one will ever free me
From my bird cage of misery

I want to die
In someone's arms
Hard when there's no one there

I want to die on your lips
But first I have to find you
Find you my angel

Want nothing more then protection
Nothing more then someone to care for
And to be cared for

And on these lonely nights
When the blood and tears mix
And I can almost feel the loss of my own heartbeat

I realize how far I am from that person
From that person that will free me
If he even exists