Listening to everything, my ears become NUMB
While everyone walks along, I stand BY MYSELF
Trying to smile, but what I know will not be FORGOTTEN
How I tried to get along but found it was EASIER TO RUN
Easier to leave you behind and just RUNAWAY
I find myself alone, but that's one step FORWARD
But, I find myself going backwards instead of ONE STEP CLOSER
Im back to pain and PAPERCUT
And I wonder if I need you IN THE END
I end up CRAWLING
This way, and that, lost, about to FAINT
I come back to you but DONT STAY
Because I know there's no where left to go but ESAUL
I tell my fears aloud but NOBODY'S LISTENING
I find myself in the cold of MY DECEMBER
And with no one around I STEP UP
Im ready for a change, but your still PUSHING ME AWAY
I want to be SOMEWHERE I BELONG
I want a PLACE FOR MY HEAD
I want to start over again, but not WITH YOU
Picking up the doll of FIGURE .O9
I see your POINTS OF AUTHORITY
There's no CURE FOR THE ITCH
And because of those I HIT THE FLOOR
You take me away into your damned SESSION
And all Im doing is LYING FROM YOU
Its all and act, there's no HIGH VOLTAGE
Tonight I won't get sick, lost, scared on the CAROUSEL
Tonight I won't cry, tonight Im BREAKING THE HABIT
Ill throw you away and clear everything FROM THE INSIDE