Not For You

I cried seas of tears
And drowned in them with my sorrow
Laying face down looking at the fish
But not for you

I screamed obscenties
As loud as I could
Cursing at the former love of my life
But not for you

I burned all the letters I wrote
Letting the wind pick up the ashes
To take them far far away from me
But not for you

I tried in vain to forget everything
the kisses, the romance, the memories
But not for you

I cried nothing
I sceamed nothing
I burned nothing
I forgot nothing
Because I was not for you