Because Of You

…I am…

Weary…

Weary of….

My Life…..

Tried of…

The lies…..

Tried of…

Being left out…..

I am…I was…

Alone…..

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Where were you when I needed you most?

Why didn't you come when I screamed your name?

Are my cries not loud enough?

Or are you deaf to my desperate appeals?

…. Why…..?

W

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Why are you no longer where you once were?

Why do the ocean waves keep dragging us apart?

What happened to the magical friendship from long ago?

Did it go away…. did it fled…is it still here?

What happened…?

What…..?

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Do you hate me now? Do you want to get rid of me?

Am I no longer important to you?

You make me feel that my life was a worthy price to pay….

I feel so lonely all because of you….

Loneliness consuming…..

My soul…..

…slowly…surely….sooner or later….

The loneliness killing me….

Painfully…

All because….

Of you…..

You….

Make me feel….

Lonely….

You….

Make me shed….

Tears of regret….

Tears of loneliness….

And left me to the dark….

Left me alone….

By myself…

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End Notes: Written this on behalf of my day. If you want to find out…visit my xanga sometime. It's on my bio page. This is basically a new style I was experimenting with in my head for a while, and during class today, when we had a Sub, I wrote this because of what I'm going through lately with my friends. Yeah…crappy. I know.