You look into my cold dead eyes,
And do not even know what to say.
For lately things have been like this,
With each new passing day.
A lie I cannot live any more,
The hurt I cannot stand.
Life's too short to live like this
Those two come hand in hand.
I can blame this on you,
But what would that even achieve?
It couldn't be you that made me like this,
Or that's what we'd like to believe.
Reality has finally dawned on me,
I was the one that pushed you away.
So it really was I that made me like this,
Good reason does not come into play.
As I calmly stated before,
And will continue to say.
Life's too short to live like this,
I've been taught that the hard way.
So now I make a vow to myself,
Since life's way too short to be pissed away
I'll make an effort to build back up,
If you promise you'll do the same.