My life is at a stopping point.
The plug to my mind has been pulled, No energy is getting to it.
There's nowhere to turn, and no one to turn to.
I can't run away from my problems.
They have already chained me up for the dirty deed I did.
My actions can't be taken back.
I must live with this guilt that has taken me over.
My mind is full with memories of the past I have lived.
Let me just drain them all but one or two.
At least the blade has stayed away from my blood filled veins.
I can't let my adrenalin run free anymore.
I must deal with it.
Which is what I am going to do.