I know not why I push
I know not why I hate
I know not why I listen
I know not why I do not speak

I know not why I hide
I know not why I cry
I know not why I,m sad
I know not why I'm never glad

I know not why I try
I know not why I fail
I know not why I hurt
I know not why I yearn

I know not why I stay
I know not why I pray
I know not why I hope
I know not why I cope

I know not love
I know not life
I know not my why I exist.