Too much hapening
Can't take it all
It's too much

Too many tears
Falling from my eyes
Each lonely night

To much anger
deep within my
Broken and mangled body

I can't deal with everything
Each tear
That breaks through the barrier
Is another knife
protruding through
My black heart and soul

Every time
I hold my tongue
Is another knife
Already in my body
Twisting
and ripping through
My raw, already bleeding
Flesh

When people say
They don't understand
How I can be so miserable
I have I knife
ripping my existence to shreds
I have one constantly stabbing me
and yet
they won't kill me

That's my problem..
They won't kill me