Once, you asked me what I wanted; I said I didn't know

Reflections of this moment stream, an endless flow

Of realities awakening or drawing into shadow

Which am I to choose? How am I to know?

No one has an answer, last of all is me

I feel strangely distant now; I feel way too free.

I need something to attach to, a lock without a key

Life is very different now. I'm not sure but he

Seems readily apprehensive, for the moment

But is it what I want? Won't it open up a rent?

Gash at these short friendships, steal even that small glint

From your eye, leaving all of my relationships bent?

I see no alternative, not a single other way

My logic has been taken, perchance stolen by a fae

Now I make excuses, I know it and I may

Be able to find the weakness in the veil that makes me stay

I could go, one day, leave my life behind

I really could accomplish it, had I that set of mind

I could become a very different person; I think you'll find

Just how dreadful that feels when I pay you back in kind.