Once, you asked me what I wanted; I said I didn't know
Reflections of this moment stream, an endless flow
Of realities awakening or drawing into shadow
Which am I to choose? How am I to know?
No one has an answer, last of all is me
I feel strangely distant now; I feel way too free.
I need something to attach to, a lock without a key
Life is very different now. I'm not sure but he
Seems readily apprehensive, for the moment
But is it what I want? Won't it open up a rent?
Gash at these short friendships, steal even that small glint
From your eye, leaving all of my relationships bent?
I see no alternative, not a single other way
My logic has been taken, perchance stolen by a fae
Now I make excuses, I know it and I may
Be able to find the weakness in the veil that makes me stay
I could go, one day, leave my life behind
I really could accomplish it, had I that set of mind
I could become a very different person; I think you'll find
Just how dreadful that feels when I pay you back in kind.