broken

I frantically look through the rubble of my broken dreams
and I search
for something worthwhile
for anything to remind me of how things used to be
and of those better times
that have since decayed and went to heaven without me
but all I find are painful remnants
that prick my soul with their thorns
but still
I continue searching
as I shiver uncontrollably
and I hope
that soon I'll find something
that soon I'll recover what I have lost
that soon I'll find
my happiness