Disappointments
I don't want to fall asleep
Because I don't want to dream another dream that won't come true
I just don't have the will power left
To pull me through
I don't want to see you anymore
You'll just let me down again
I don't want to move I might trip and fall
And just can't take any more pain
I don't want to open my eyes
I don't like what they see
I don't want to listen
You'll just say the wrong thing to me
I don't want to write it just makes my arm ache
I don't want to breathe
It just gets harder with every breath I take
I don't want to feel this way
But there's nothing I can do
I don't want to be alone
But I refuse to relay on you