This time
Guess I didn't want to believe
All the cynical things I write
Guess I thought it was just a front
But I've ran out of fight
I can't hold them off any longer they've taken over me
When I say, "I'm on my own"
I speak the truth you see
Lately I've been really down
And no one's helped me to my feet
So once again I've saved myself
To strong to admit defeat
Because no matter how much you want some help
In the end it comes down to you
You can't relay on anyone
To help and pull you through
That doesn't have to be depressing
Really, you'll be all right
It takes a lot of self-belief
Of will power and of might
But it's possible I've done it
And now I've got to do it again
I'm not saying it is easy
Trust me I'm under strain
But I will save myself this time
I'm not ready to give in
I'll be strong, I'll hold my own
I just don't know how much longer
I can cope alone.