Took my anger out on a door because of you
Its swinging off the hinges my dear
I think I'm losing my mind I fear
Do you see past my lying smile?
Do you see past my hopeless denial?
Screaming inside you never hear
Why can't you just listen my dear
You cannot hear my silent plea
For death, for mercy, for you and me
You cannot see my silent tears
You can't see me at all my dear
So should my life continue to bend
Will it be worth it in the end?
Or will you pack up and leave me here
Would you do that to me my dear?
I do not want diamonds rare
I do not want a teddy bear
Its you I want I am sincere
Through all this I still want you my dear
Do I? Sometimes I ask myself
If I should put these feelings back on the shelf
But that I cannot do I fear
I'm too far into you my dear
Catch me I am falling now
If you love me you won't allow
This hateful angry torture here
But you don't really care my dear