Me This Is I

Everyone move!

Get out of my way!

Hiya!

How are you today?

One word and I

Swear I'll bite!

Yea I'm fine,

Just didn't sleep well last night

I'm reserved

And I'm angry

Leave me alone to hide

I'll punch walls

I'll tell lies

But I'll never tell I've cried

I'm reaching out

I'm telling you

Just what's on my mind

I'm smiling, I'm laughing

I'm nice to you, I'm kind

I reassure you and I say

Everything's fine, it'll be okay

Every little thing drags me down

Every little word makes me feel small

Though I'll never show it

I'm so lonely and hurt

'Cos no one's there to catch me

As I once again fall

I snap at you for no reason

I'm mean and abrupt

I'm like a dormant volcano

Just waiting to erupt

Nothing bothers me, I just let it go

Things that don't kill me

Can only make me grow

If you don't like me that's your problem

I don't care

I don't hate you back though

Life is good, even if it's not always fair

Me this is I

I this is me

I'm two very different people

I change momentarily

I have my ups and downs in very extreme ways

I am different people on different days

Sometimes I expose myself, can't stop my mouth from saying words

Sometimes I hide inside myself, feeling I can not open up

Sometimes I hate the world

Sometimes I feel blessed with luck

Sometimes I smile at myself, and feel great

Sometimes I can't look in the mirror because of my self hate

Sometimes I feel so down I think I'll never be able to stand

Sometimes I feel so strong, I feel I can be my own helping hand

I don't understand it

So I don't expect you to

I just want to apologise for if I ever offended you

I do things I don't mean to, sometimes I'm not who I want to be

But if I ever hurt you, please remember

It was probably the other me!