Regretting the past
I long for love in my life,
had that once.
Why did I let it go,
was it so hard to forgive,
Looking for love in the wrong places,
I am so stupid
love is what I had.
What have I done to myself?
Told myself I hate you,
for what you did.
Just maybe, I only hate myself.
Look, Listen, my heart has broken,
You were not perfect, you had your faults.
So did I, but understand.
Your words, burned me, scared me!
I could not forget,
I have tried
continue to echo through my dreams
Tormenting this poor soul,
I don't look for pity, just understanding.
you were the best part of my life,
you in my arms, your smile.
BUT, never has another caused me such pain.