Where Do You Stand?

A/n: Just about...someone...whom I considered close but now I do not know. I don't know whom she is or what she knows...I don't even know where she stands...

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Why is this all so hard
Do I have to be a fool
Do I have to act like this
Just to be noticed by you
I don't want to change
I know where I stand
But why do you push me
When I am happy where I am
Sometimes we are friends
Then the silence starts
Left alone, hidden in the dark
I stand by myself in thought
I can only take this so much
You can only push me so far
I am only a kid
And not a bright one at that
I know you're a friend
But I have to wonder
Where do you stand?