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Why are you watching me?
Yes.
I see you.
Just standing there
Just watching me
Following me
You don't talk
You never talk
Why don't you talk?
Why do you just stare at me?
What is it you want?
You're taunting me
Like an animal in a cage
I don't know where I am
Where am I?
Answer me!
Stop staring at me.
I don't like it
Talk to me
I'm scared
I don't understand
I don't know where I am
You obviously do
So where are we?
And who are you?
.who am I?
Do you know who I am?
Tell me who I am!
Who am I?
I want to know
Everyone should know who they are
Everyone should have a name
People need to be separated right?
Or do they?
I don't know anymore
I don't know you
I don't know who I am
I don't know where I am
I don't even know what time it is
What time is it?
Its daylight
I think.
I thought I said stop staring at me!
It's unnerving.
Is that all you do?!
Just stand there and stare?
Wait.
Why are you mad
I was the one mad
Why are you mad?
You're not supposed to be mad
I don't want you to be
I just want you to answer me
Please answer me!
Am I seeing things?
Are you.
Who are you?
And who am I?
Don't!
Stop staring!
Why do you keep staring at me!?
Stop it!
Stop!
I hate you.
Just leave me alone!
What's this?
Why are you copying everything I do?!
I'm sick of this!
I punched you.
So why am I the one bleeding?
Fresh wounds
My hands
They're bleeding
That's shouldn't be
How come I'm bleeding and not you
But something's not right
You're broken
You're image is broken.
And that's when I realize you look like me
But who are you?
And how come you're broken?
I don't understand
Stop breaking away!
Why are you broken?
Why are there pieces of you on the floor?
You're scattered all over the floor
I pick you up
I didn't realize you were made of glass
My hands begin to bleed again
And it hurts
Stop hurting me!
I hate you!
All I wanted was an answer.
That's all!
I want to know who I am
And where I am
You do know don't you?
Maybe you don't
Maybe that's why you don't answer me
But you still should have told me if you didn't.
Fine
Don't talk to me
You listen
I'll talk
I just want you to listen
I was told talking helps sometimes.
I remember.
I
And blood
Where was the pain?
It was my head
I hurt my head
I don't remember how
But it really, really hurt
And then it was dark
Like night
At least I think it was night
But there should have been moonlight
Maybe I'm insane
I don't know
Maybe.
I really don't know.
Of course I don't know a lot
I would if you'd open you're stupid mouth!
I'm sorry
I didn't mean that.
I really didn't.
I'm just upset
And scared
And confused
And.
That's funny.
Why am I talking to you're nose?
Where's the rest of you?
Oh.
You're still on the floor.
You're SUPPOSED to be listening to me
Stop fooling around
Listen to me
Fine I'll talk to you while you're on the floor
Well anyways
Everything was black
And then I was here
And you were staring at me
I really hate it when you do that you know
It's kind of freaky
It really, really is
I wish you would talk to me
Why am I crying?
I can feel my tears
But why would I cry?
I'm not crying cause I'm hurt am I?
The blood's not bothering me
Really it's not
I've tried to kill myself
It was stupid of me
I slit my wrists
There was a lot of blood then
It didn't hurt much
It just felt kind of. funny
And I was dizzy
And there was a lot of blood
Then someone came
I don't know who now
She was nice
I think
I remember a white room.
And a big window
I was in a building
I think it's called a hospital
But it wasn't really.
The same.
No.
It wasn't the same
I have been to the hospital before
I think everyone has
It smells like medicine
And old people
And bleach
It makes me want to throw up
I hate the hospital.
It makes me feel dirty all over
I remember there was a needle in my arm
And a bag full of red stuff
Blood
Of course I've never seen a bag full of blood
So that was odd
But the needle was stuck in my arm
That was annoying
And I had scars
And that girl was there
I don't know how old.
My age I suppose
Maybe.
How old am I anyways?
O yea.
You don't talk do you?
Never mind
Anyways
She waited with me
They said she saved my life
I don't know how
But that doesn't matter.
I was glad she was there
She was comforting to me
It was nice having her around
I didn't like the other people very much
Nurses. right?
They we're wearing white
Like the hospital
I hate that color.
Is white a color?
I don't think so
Well I don't like white
Whatever it is
And I didn't like them
They were loud
I remember one screaming when I was there
I think.I bit her.
Yea
That was it
I bit her
And she bled
And screamed.
She didn't come near me after that
I thought it was funny
She deserved it
She had no right to come anywhere near me
Or help me
I didn't ask for her help
I also remember .being mad
I didn't like him either
I kicked him.
Then he strapped me to the bed
And stuck another needle in me.
Are you even listening to me?
Stupid you.
You know what?
You need a name
How about... Bob?
That was my dad's name
You're a girl
But that's okay
I'll call you bob anyway
Okay bob?
We used to come up with names like that at our school
When I was with my friends
Did I have friends?
I think I had friends.
That girl in the hospital
Was she my friend?
I don't know anymore
Do you have any friends bob?
My nickname was George
That was weird I'm a girl too
So why'd I have a guys nickname?
O well
It doesn't really matter
Does it?
I wish you would talk to me
And stop cutting my hands when I touch you
And stop breaking into little pieces
Yea
That gets annoying
Then I can't see your whole face
I want to see your whole face
I don't care if you look like me
I just want to talk
I want to know how I got here too
My head hurt so much
Who did it?
Did I do it?
Or did someone come in and hit me?
I don't know
Does it matter?
I hate this!
I want to remember!
I want to know who I am!
My head's beginning to spin again
Huh?
How come there's two of you?
No.
Not two
There's someone behind you.
Is he one of your friends?
He looks funny
Let's name him. Rosie
That's funny
That's a girl's name
Do you think He'll mind bob?
Probably not
What's in his hand?
It looks like a bat
A baseball bat
Have you ever played baseball?
It was fun
I used to play it all the time
I was on a team
A school team
I think
Maybe
Baseball bats are hard
They hurt
He's talking
You're friend is talking to you bob
How come you're not answering him?
He looks scared
He has beautiful eyes
How come I can't hear him?
And how come I can only see your nose again
OW!
He hit me!
He hit me with the bat!
Why'd he do that?!
Now he's gone.
Was that a memory?
Is that why my head hurts?
There's a siren outside
Maybe everyone's mad because.
hit me
I think he was my friend too at some point.
Or he could've been
He looked scared
Why would he look scared?
Unless he didn't want to hurt me.
Maybe he didn't want to hurt me but he had to
Maybe someone forced him to.
Why would they do that?
I see lights outside.
Those sirens are making my head hurt though
They're very loud.
And there's pounding on the door.
I think that guy didn't want to hurt me
I think someone made him do it
Why would anyone want to hurt me?
I think I have to go answer the door now.
I need to tell them he didn't mean it.
Thank you for listening bob
You're a good friend.