I did nothing today

But it was enough

To hurt You

My nothing was always enough

To hurt You

I didn't want it to be

It was a lovely thing

I never asked for

Never thought to need

Until my fingers grazed the chance

Like luck

Without dice

I took a left

Even though I wanted

To be right

And bad words never suited me

But I said them tonight and last night

And maybe the night before

These angry thoughts seed confusion

Your sweet words


You could have held me up

Or dropped me down

But You never made the choice

Now spin me around once

And leave the blindfold


So that when I swing

All that breaks is me

Just me