Part two...

How could I have been so blind?
How dare I let her see in!
Why did I trust her?
I cant believe I let her read it...

How could she betray me like this?
Did I let her know too much?
How could i have shown her my weakness?
How could she be so cruel?

Why did I let her hurt me?
How could I let her ruin who I was?
Why did I let her change me?
How could she ever do this to me?

Why did I give up?

Now I suppose there is only one question?
Can I ever forgive her?