A/N: um. Long long long day. If you want the whole story, go read my xanga.

No more tears, I don't want to cry anymore
I don't want to die anymore after tonight
I'll cry out my childhood like I should've done long ago
Bottle up unwanted emotion, stop letting it show
I pound on my walls to break my hand
So I'll have something to think of instead
Of whatever useless selfish problems I'm facing today
Of crying, not keeping the demons at bay
I wish I could bitch and curse the whole fucking world
Rather than curing this nasty little wretch of a girl
Keep my tears locked away for a day when they
Really deserve to fall out
But not today. No more crying to day. No more tears.