Closer to Suicide

Have you ever tried to cut yourself?
Once or twice, maybe more?
Ever tried to take in drugs, just a sniff
Hoping to see death at your door

Are you happy to see yourself bleeding?
Reminiscing about your pain everyday
Drops of blood continuously falling
From the cut you make, you wished it to stay

Have you ever wondered why?
How you've longed to just die
But always something's keeping you alive
And in the end, you continue to strive

Gray moments, you wished to color red
Crowded rooms, you wanted to be alone
Everything should be shaded a crimson tone
As you try to go through the land of the dead

One step quicker to suicide
One step earlier in seeing death
One step nearer to the netherworld gates
One step closer towards emptiness