chapter 2
I sat up with a gasping for air. damn! I thought to myself. that's the third time I had, had a dream like that. that's what had made come in here to think. these dreams were starting to scare the shit out of me. I then realized cliff was looking at me with a worried expression on his face.
CLIFF! what was he doing here. had that all really been a dream. then it all came back to me. sleepover. other are in the living room. right, you must of fell asleep in here. I thought to myself. cliff's voice brought me out of my thoughts. I looked at him. "hmm? I didn't hear what you said." I said with a smile.
" I don't see how. I said it almost three times." I mumbled. I could tell he was worried he only got mad at me if I did something stupid or if he was worried or scared for me. "I said are you alright? you were moaning in your sleep, and just now well you know what you did." I looked at him did I say something in my sleep? god, I hope not.
"no, I'm fine. just couldn't breath. something was on my mouth." I said. well I was technically telling the truth.
"you do realize that you can breath through your nose. right." he said raising an eyebrow.
damn! I thought to myself. I've got to remember how smart some of my friends are. "and my nose." I laughed. wonderful now we're lying to cliff. that's great, just freakin' great!
"right... okay then anyway. I'm on your site. do you want me to check your e-mail." he said. that boy never went to his own site. he practically lived at my house. I even gave him a key. (my parents said that was okay though. they trusted him more than anything. even me sometimes.) And he was always on my computer, on the Internet, on my site. checking my e-mail and reading my saved conversations. so I decided to keep him out of my business and give him his own sight. it didn't work though. he just used the site for a week and never went back on it. I think he enjoys being on my site and in my business.
"yeah, you're going go on there one way or another." I groaned stretching and getting up. then went over to where cliff was and pulled a chair over to sit. leaning on the desk. then rubbed my eyes. "so, what hate mail did I get in my site to day?" I asked.
"ummm. you have 3 emails two from a publishing company. one from Jobe. dated 6/23/04. dear, God you never check your e-mail do you?" shook my head no. "figures. it's has no subject. okay than let's open it and read." he clicked on the box. he hadn't noticed though that I had been staring at him the whole time. which I was really happy he didn't notice. I was thinking about what it would really be like to kiss him. I snapped out of it though. and started reading the screen once the e-mail came up. it read:
Dear Kasha,
you know I didn't want to do this to you over an e-mail but I couldn't tell you to your beautiful face. I can't be with you anymore. see I don't want to be in a relationship with you if it's not going to go anywhere. I mean if were going to stay at the same level always then maybe we should just be friends. I'm really sorry. I hope you can forgive me.
sincerely yours,
Jobe porker
I just sat there reading it over and over. as though I might read it wrong. praying that I had red it wrong. I couldn't believe it.
"Kasha? Kasha are you okay?" cliff said quietly looking at me. I looked at him. tears starting to well up in my eyes. I couldn't believe I was about to cry over that asshole.
"am I okay?" I said nearly hysterical. "oh I'm great. I'm just fucking peachy. my own boyfriend, oh wait no, I'm sorry ex-boyfriend broke up with me over the Internet, and over two weeks ago to top it off. so that means that I've been snogging this guy in front of my friends for two weeks that isn't even my boyfriend, and he knew he wasn't my boyfriend, too. yet he still did it!" I cried. I started to sob. cliff took me into a warm embracing trying to soothe me.
after awhile my crying died down, and I feel asleep.
~*~*~*~*~*~ Cliff's POV
I left Kasha there in the den. I decided not to say anything to Jobe for sake of the guys health. besides once Kasha woke up she'd have plenty to and do to him. That I could be sure of.
once I made it to the living room everyone was up. it was almost 10:48am. no one really slept late in our little group. out of nowhere. Sasha jumped on my back. it was like her to do that when she senced something was wrong with me.
"hey," she whispered in my ear. "what's wrong? where Kasha?" she said nibbling on my ear. God, if there was one thing I hated. it was that she knew how to get someone hard.
"get down." I said. give her I poke in the side. she giggled and hopped off. why did I always pick the crazy girlfriends.
"well?" Peter spoke up this time. "where's Kasha? she still in bed?" he said suggestively, and giving me a slight glare. he was always the big brother type towards Kasha. and always suggest that her and I were sleeping together. most times he was joking though. and boy did my girlfriend hate it. Sasha reached over and hit Peter hard. so did Mary and Nisei. they always ganged up on us. especially when Kasha was leading.
"no I'm right here." Kasha said standing in the hallway. an evil look on her face, and icy gaze directed at Jobe.
Okay end chapter 2. I know it went kind of fast but it will slow down some in the next chapter believe me. please review please. I need to know what you think, and some criticism. so give me your worst. all you people ever tell me about is spelling errors. give me something new. well bye.