Prologue:

"I don't get you two. I mean, not that it's any of my business, but what are you?"

Perhaps, if it had been another day or maybe if I at that point wasn't so confused myself. I wouldn't be sitting here at 2pm spilling my life story to a freshman I was suppose to be somewhat of a counselor too. But she asked, and in some regards maybe she deserves to know. Maybe if everyone knew what was going on in my messed up emotional world things would return to before.

"Do you really want to know? It's so long and drawn out."

"I have time."

"Fine, it all began freshman year."