I'm sorry

I'm sorry for being lonely

I'm sorry for being sad

I'm sorry that I cried

I'm sorry that wishes have gone ungranted

I'm sorry that I couldn't have died

I wish I could make you smile

I wish I could make you think our friendship is worth while

With all the harsh words you say, it cuts deeper and deeper and throws me into depression and dismay

I cried once for thinking I wasn't worth it

I cried again when I realized it wasn't me but you

You would be the one not to care

You would be the one who wasn't there

You were the one who kept on cutting and cutting

But...I was the one who would say nothing...and nothing still

But I thought I could make you smile

But I knew I was wrong

I knew it was me, who was really worthless all along