If I had my way,
You'd know how I feel,
Who I am,
What you make me do.

It's not like I'm over you,
I'm still trying to sort my feelings out.
I don't know who you are,
I don't your name,
And I don't think you care.

Maybe I'm shy,
And maybe I'm scared,
And maybe I'm insane,
But I know how I feel,
And I know how my heart beats so fast.

And sometimes I feel like sobbing.
And sometimes I feel like quitting.
And sometimes I feel like I'm crazy.
And sometimes I feel like I'm ugly.
And sometimes I feel like I'm stupid.
And sometimes I feel like I should quit.

But I can't control my feelings .
And I can't control my eyes.
I can't control the thoughts of you.
I can't control myself.
And the sad thing is,
You don't know the difference.