i was thinking, while i was falling asleep
(because the radio's songs were soothing
and telling me everything would be fine
but not easy)
what i was thinking was that
maybe i really need some sort of help
not a doctor with a clipboard
someone from the songs
someone just as confused as me
not to love, because i don't want love
(i'm scared of love now
well i guess i always was)
to tell me there's life where i least expect it
i'm unsure and for the first time
it's more than skin deep
i just want proof there is life!
i want to find it inside everyone
i'm not used to being bad at being fake
or maybe being exactly like myself
but i'm average today like i was yesterday
and i was thinking
(maybe because i was asleep) that
if i could find it inside myself
to reach out to you, singing heartache
we could understand the help
we could give each other
and prove there is unexpected life here