I needed you today.
Needed to see you walk through the door,
If only for a second.
For a few moments,
I felt like
I was suffocating -
As I needed you as much as I needed the air.
Knowing I'll never see this again.
Feeling trapped
Nowhere to turn
Slowly sinking.
I needed you for nothing I particular -
Just to see you smile.
Instead I saw an empty door frame
I felt like
A flower with no sun,
A bird without wings.
Only for a second.
Will I see you again?
Is my faith that strong?
Only I can find the answer.
This is what I'll strive to do
If there is ever half a chance
Of being reunited with you.