Sometimes things used to just look so bleak. Like the future and stuff. I used to think that there were no options and that I was destined to do absolutely nothing with my life and waste it completely. Do you know that feeling? It's like things are in a nose dive or something, plunging into hopeless dejection and nothing is positive. As a (rather poor) substitute, absolutely everything is negative and downbeat and depressing.
But now, things are looking up and instead of seeing a bleak life, when I look into my future, I see options and choices and doorways.