1rain clouds come to play again
Starring at the darkness, I cannot my hand, I feel my blood, warm yet so cold, fall into the wateres of my tears. How long have I stood here starring into my past? Seeing things that never were, things that should have been. Seeing faces that are dead, faces of my living hell...my deamons.I cannot my rage into the night, I turn and flee, leaving only a string of broken memories behind.
has no one told you she's not breathing?
hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
hello
Screaming, screaming..can you hear me?Feel my pain. Standing on the cliff of my insanity, leaping off the edge of my love. It is my love that feeds the fire of my hell. Love for things long dead. Finaly crashing into the empty bottom of my life, laying there still to my self, willing my heart not to I know that its all lies.
if i smile and don't believe
soon i know i'll wake from this dream
You dont see me. Noone in my elves named my Witch. Outcast from even that world, I wander, afraid.I will go back, powerful, and stay there.I will not live in this hell forever. Looking up at the stars, they are my brothers. They cannot die ithe. Perhaps we know the smae pains, same hells. I have many. ONce agian I stare at my wrist, like so many other times, it is raw, bleeding. IM not insane, I just cant die.
don't try to fix me i'm not broken
hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide
don't cry
For so long, I have lived in a dream..a night mare. I could not believe hat I ,wee littel Christina, slave, brought over from the unknow lands by a trader, could be a witch, a very powerful then onenight I relizes I wasnt dreaming..the night of my rape, the night I first killed. So I had to accept my fate. Sometimes still, I force myself not to believe...but I do.
suddenly i know i'm not sleeping
hello i'm still here
all that's left of yesterday
I am immortal..if you do not know by now, I am. And I am lost, alone, afraid. Yes, even immortals fear...but we donot fear death. We want it.