Alone

Deserted, abandoned, unwanted.
Black and empty.
Sadness and sorrow.
Tears just keep flowing down my pale cheeks.
So many times I've been pushed away.
Did I pay for this, who's to say?
I am nothing.
No one here to hold me, to touch, to save me
From this emptiness inside.
I feel so cold.
As if I had no soul.
I feel nothing.
As if I wasn't here.
Naked.
Like an open book for everyone to see.
I close my eyes and try to disappear.
Erase.
I wish to be away from here.
But I am still here, I fear.
This world is cruel and unkind.
Hate, fear, hurt, dark.
Lost to myself.
The truth is darkened.
So many lies.
There is no where to run or hide.
Betrayed, tricked.
Brought down with a whip.
Screaming and bleeding.
Cuts, bruises, wounds, scars and slashes.
No one to hear me.
No one will listen.
Ignored.
I am shut out of the world.
No one here but me.
Isolated.
My sanity escapes me.
Black and bleak.
Vanishing.
I don't understand.
Why me?
Unprotected, Unwanted, Unlove.
Solitary.